Everything i do,i never make it a prefect that everyone want.Im not good enough for anybody.Anything.Please,just one thing i ask,for your sake and for me too.Im not gonna waste my life with this small thing that can make me make a huge,huge perfomance in;what they called that,more PATIENT.Tolong,aku meminta minta kat korang,tolong,jgan buat aku mcm ni.Please treat me like a human being please.Aku tak tau nak cakap bape banyak lagi tolong,nak bgi korang tau yg aku memang serious about this.Heh,jgan risau,aku tak lame dengan korang kot.Probably next year i got an offer to pkp,who knows?But in this short time,i want to focus,give all my heart to this target;pmr.Memang pmr tak sebesar mane exam nye,tapi kalau korang treaat aku mcm ni lagi,nanti aku tak dapat score.And i will not get any offer to be transfer.Sedih kan for you?kalau aku blah,for sure korang gembira.Aku dah ckp,this is for your sake and for me too.Korang happy,aku bahagia.fair lah kan?kalau dah fair,senang kita nak lupekan each other.Im not hating you as a destroyer of my life and youre not being a little bit sinner than me sebab korang tak kutok aku.Kan?Actually aku dah lame tahan perasaan,sabar dengan perangai COMEL korang sebab for me youre not my fight.you know what i mean??aku tau korang belum puberty dari segi mental,so i think youre not my level.aku tak sanggup nak lawan korang,sebab aku tak nak dipanggil cengeng sebab lawan korang ni.ok,its enough to make someone or some of group of people know my feel about my sorrounding.yang rse ini bkan die,jgan risau,aku tak ajukan to anyone.sape terasa,aku tak kesah,tak ade kne mengena ngan aku nak terasa ke ape.tak puas hati?talk to me face to face.ok??
